I miss you mum, it's getting harder. I sat alone earlier and had a bit of a cry as i was thinking i just wanted a hug from you and to give you a hug. I miss our chats so much, i miss your voice. I wish i could hold my arms out and you would come to me. Life is not fair, i will find out why this has happened to us, they are to blame and i will prove it mum. Not a day goes by where i do not think about you, hurt and miss you so much, love you mum, visit me soon xxx